you make me feel calm

when life is crashing down, or seems like it at least. okay it wasn't even close to crashing down... but i love having Sam be the constant in my life that keeps me calm and reassures me. we went riding yesterday...it seems like everytime we ride, magical things happen and life just keeps on getting better and better. i love those days we ride.

hello goodbye

Technically in my situation....its goodbye hello. here is why.
Tomorrow...I say goodbye to my Baby Kori. Then... within 24 hours... I get my eliza kaye home from London. Crazy pants. I don't want Baby Kori to leave. stupid Idaho. But we will see each other shortly. ;)
Here is a little about my Baby.
She became Baby Kori.... just cause.. She is the sweetest thing you will ever meet. She is so cute and sometimes is like a baby in the way she laughs when you tickle underneath her chin, and the way she sleeps. However, Baby Kori is also very much like a mama. ;) She can cook like anyone's grandma, and she makes my cooking 20x better by telling me what I need to do to make it better.
We have late night talks... sometimes where I am sleep talking.... We make shadow puppets. We buy cool things... ;) We both plug our nose when we swim under water. We both... always say we are going to clean are room and apologize for it being dirty.. but we never clean it consistently. We both clean and do the dishes lots. We both like shopping... lots.  She is super good at taking pictures.
Baby Kori is a southern belle. I want her curly hair, and her shoes... I don't want her to leave.
We are going to be storm chasers. She will report the storms as a news caster person.. I will drive the car.
Baby Kori is the best listener, and gives me advice on my crazy life. She encourages me and helps me be my best self. She has really become one of my closest and best friends.
Anyway. I'm going to miss her lots. I love her.

finals

F: freakin nuts...
I: intimidating amounts of studying
N: never ending, no where to begin.
A: always something else to do...that's not studying.
L: last minute cramming.
S: soo...I should probably get started now.

gross. i want to just spend time with people. that's more important in the long run right? okay god. I understand... I will spend time with them after these wicked tests that somehow are a measure of the amount of knowledge I have acquired this semester.

Gooooo Kollege.
 

i wrote this a while ago...

I wrote this on a sticky note a while ago..like last semester. 

Funny how...this is exactly what I have now. 

God loves us.

Giddy boy.

I want one.

I want one to smile thinking of me.

Want one to laugh.

A kiss.

Someone to talk to.

Someone who will ask.

A giddy boy.