when you engaged... cause basically i am pro at it now... (ehhh) all you ever want to do is spend time with the one you love. because that makes you so happy. every time you're together...it's almost always said "can we please just be married?" you get sick and tired of saying goodbye, and basically just living until the next time you can see them again.
also when you are engaged. i feel like you go through this constant rollercoaster of not being good enough, or fearing that you will disappoint the other. while you may know the weaknesses of the one you love, you only see the best. you want to live up to everything you think you should be for that person. it's hard. because you have no idea what it is like to be married, your just guessing and trying to make sure you are perfect. i wish i knew what stuff wouldn't matter in the end, so i wouldn't stress over it now. that's another reason i just wanna be married.
sam makes me feel incredible. he makes me want to be better than i ever could on my own. i love him with my whole heart, and while i love being engaged to him, cause we get to dream about a life together. i wanna be married. i wanna live my dreams.
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